Today I feel no enthusiasm for life...as if I am just 'walking dead'....no passion...no laughter....no lust for life.....no nothing...the nothingness swallows me up....I don't even feel consumed by it...I FEEL nothing...except this bad feeling...of NOT feeling....

How do I get out of bed? Where will I go...what will I do? I don't even care. And I wonder....why?!?!